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Infinity stretches unlimitlessly
Countless days pass by immeasurably
Anniversaries gutter in the maelstrom
Whirling a snowstorm of lustrous millennium
We couldn't stay together
This couldn't last forever
Senses dissolve into soliloquies
Flooding ascent in synchronicity
But we couldn't stay together
I knew this wouldn't last forever
Forever just one more tie then never
This is the last string to sever
On and on yes it goes on and on
I could stay wherever
I would last forever
Forever just one more tie then never
This is the last string to sever
Forever never forever
This is the last string to sever
I have lost you for ever and ever

Siouxie - Forever

where do you go when you get home? you were sort of lost last time you got there. it was like you were always looking for a terrace for some fresh air. once you even saw someone waving from a direction you were looking forward at. you thought you found someone of your kind. you felt encouraged first, then you felt entitled to all the reasons.
you pilot yourself through the dreaded maelstrom. suddenly your best friend thrusts towards you and fires, directly at your cockpit. you raise your shields just in time, and the battle is joined. that's a game description.
stop riding deadly ships? that's not really it. you can crush yourself very easy otherwise.
you really crave for those threads that you sometime broke because you are vengeful.